cold

well... you know...
i guess... i'm happy...
why? cuz life is so predictable...
i mean you can always count on it going wrong...
and you can prepare for it...
thats the case for me anyway...
so it does get me down as much...
though i really wish for change...
i know its stupid for me to talk about this...
ah well... i am stupid anyway...
nv learn .... nv eva learn...
who am i kidding right?
more and more peepz...
they are getting together..
where am i???
left in the dust...
i think i'll stay there...
better for me anyway...
i wonder when i will find the one..
well i should push that to the back of my mind...
cuz it ain't helping me one damn bit..
there is no secret to my life...
just tragedies...
and well... i guess i recover pretty quick... no?
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throw me a fairy tale ending...
cuz thats all this is... a fairy tale...